To: dom borax < mailto:printthisplease@hotmail.com >
Sent: Friday September 18th, 1999 10:11AM
Subject: I’m awake, huh!?
Good morning darling… I am awake before 11:00… can you believe it?
I agreed to take oftenbark for a walk…your folks wanted it happen in the morning…so morning it was…8:00 to be precise…I even went to bed early in preparation…what’s happening to me…?
It's as if your travels have made a new woman of me…
It’s as if this two time frame fiasco is forcing me to be responsible or at least make a choice and I suspect my choice will be masochistic…
It has to be…
I need to be punished, right?
No, we need to be punished…
We are fools to love…
And one form of punishment is the Universe saying we can’t exist at the same time ...we can't exist at the same moment…
And we chose it…so we have consequences…
I don’t know what I’m saying…
I just feel a little lonely…
s
From: Stacey Marchenkova
To: dom borax < mailto:printthisplease@hotmail.com
Sent: Friday September 18th, 1999 10:24AM
Subject: Sorry
Sorry…bad day…not your fault…just missed you…but no need to take it out on you…you keep going there buster…build that future…and ignore me…or laugh at me…yes please laugh at me…that would make me feel so much better…really…
Love
me
Lovely.
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